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drake-rex
Someone desperately trying to prove that I can do thing and live on my own
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Posted by drake-rex - September 8th, 2018


Just a heads up. Feel free to ignore this


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Posted by drake-rex - July 19th, 2018


My mom once told me the story of the journey of a kid and an old man.

It's one that really stuck with me and with some... present stuff, I think it's worth sharing

A long time ago, there was once an old man, who had to do a business trip to a faraway town. His grandson, who had never gone anywhere before, asked to accompany him. And so, both pack their stuff took their donkey and the ride started.

Everything was fine for a while, but that night, they got to the first town and stop on their trail. 

And the more they walked around, the more people seemed to be looking at them and talking and the more they walked, the more they talked.

"Look at that poor animal" they seemed to say "Look at how beated and tired it looks" "carrying all their stuff and them both to boot" "That poor donkey, they should be ashamed!" and shamed they were. So much that on the next day came, the kid offered to walk on the side to the animal a small break.

And it worked, the people of the town stop talking on their way and the trip continued as it was before.

But when they got to the next stop, the attack begin anew, this time, towards his grandpa.

"Look at that old man" they seemed to say "look at how comfortable he looks riding that donkey, while the kid has to walk" "look how tired and heated he looks for walking under the soon" "he surelly is puniching him for some something" "what a mean old man"

And again, shame fell on them. The next day they decided to switch places, and so, with the grandpa walking and the kind on the donkey, they leave another town. But of course, that changed nothing. At the next town, the story repeated itself.

"look at that kid" they seemed to say "look at him riding that donkey, while that poor old man has to walk" "What a brat. He, that is in no condition to walk like that, while him that is still joung gets a free ride" "what a brat"

At this point, they were more annoyed than ashamed. And so, in a state of "screw this" they decided to just walk the rest of the way, with the donkey on the side. Hoping that this would finally end to all the judging and condemning.

And when they arrived to their destiny, things did in fact changed. But instead of insults, they found mockeries.

"look at those two" they seemed to say "walking while they have a perfectly good donkey they could be riding on" "Looks like they're the asses here"

So, I decided to share this story, because, with things like "She'ra controversy" And other dumb things like that, that seems to pop every now and again. It's good to keep this story in mind and to remember that there's always going to be people that get post, or righteous about anything. For good reasons, for bad reasons and for no reasons.


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Posted by drake-rex - June 21st, 2018


A few days ago a technician came to see what was the problem with my PC and why it didn't start. His diagnosis was age. My PC is more than 5 years old and sadly it's age is showing. 

He did some stuff so that it works better, but the fact is that I'll need to get a new one in the not too far future.


Posted by drake-rex - June 15th, 2018


Straight to the point. My PC is as of right now dead.

Just how dead I won't know until I send it with a technician. But regardless of that I won't be here much for at least a few days and at most... I have no idea

Let's hope it's nothing serious or at the very least, that I can recover all my information.

You guys take care and thank you for reading


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Posted by drake-rex - May 9th, 2018


It's been like a month and now and somethings are better and others not

Lately it's been hard for me to keep many thoughts at the same time. It's like my mind can't process things like it used too and whenever I have to change from something to another it takes me hours to get the energy back.

I've been forgeting things more and more the past few days and in all honesty, it's kinda scary

I feel divided. Like I have things to do, people to please and mi mind can't cope with it all  


Posted by drake-rex - April 11th, 2018


It's been a hard couple of weeks, a hard few months and depending how you look at it, even more.

A little more than a week ago, my old nanny passed away, after like a year of fighting against lung cancer. I didn't want to say anything at the time cause it's not something I wanted to talk and it was so close to april fools I didn't want people thinking it was a bad joke.

But it's been a week now and I'm not doing well, I don't know how I'm doing. I'm feeling sad. With a lot of anxiety and regret. Regret of not being more, not being better and above all else, not being there for her as much as I could have. She really was a second mother to me, took care of us since I was born, whenever my mom and dad were too busy or not there, she was. She was always there to help, to talk and I don't believe I was.

And please don't say I was, you don't know me, what I did and didn't do

I've feel really bad this past week, choking on a ball of emotions that doesn't want to go day in and day out. Felt like I'm being pulled in all directions, with what I want, what others want what others need, wanting to be there, wanting to be better and failing.

And the worst part is, it's far from over. Without going into details, I have other family members that don't have the best life expectancies and I don't want to feel like I wasn't with them when I could but even now it's so hard, it's hard to me to be with people in person, even when I love them, even when I want to.

Everytime I end up feeling angry and sad and just wanting to be alone and that's the best case. I don't have the best relationship with all of them and I really don't know how to do anything more and I hate myself for not being more, for being incapable of at least give them tranquilitie.

I'm so tired of feeling everything like an obligation and falling short to others expectations. I'm tired of everything, doing art for others, having to answer comments, having all this anxiety and pressure to do everything and the fact that if I don't do that, I have nothing else to do. There's no plase to go, no shoulder to cry, no words to confort


Posted by drake-rex - April 8th, 2018


Long story short. I remove my paypal information from my psn account and then I received a mail from paypal saying that "Your Billing Agreement with Sony Interactive Entertainment Network has been cancelled"

I checked my paypal and there was a transaction for I think a game I bought a week ago that was fully paid

I don't know what any of this means, can someone help me please?


Posted by drake-rex - March 5th, 2018


After some long absence to take care of my grandma, that was extended even further due to a freaking car crash!

I'm finally back at my house, back at my room and back at work

I'll get back at uploading stuff soon ^^


Posted by drake-rex - February 22nd, 2018


As the title say, I was in a car crash today. Good news, I'm mostly unharmed. Bad news, they had to take my grandma to the hospital, but all in all, she does looks fine and has no signs of any serious injury.

Still, she'll stay the night to be in observation.

Overall I'm fine, with a big headache, but fine none the less ^^


Posted by drake-rex - January 12th, 2018


Letting you all know that I'm leaving tomorrow to take care of my grandma for a few weeks.

Apologies for any absent or delay that that might cause