I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE THIS THING!!!

For the ones that don't know, I'm a lolicon, I do loli art. First of all, if you don't like that, that's fine! There's a ton of reasons not to like it, all of them valid!

This is not to complain about harassment or anything like that, is to complain about the double standard most pages have with this subject in particular...

I think it all started when hentaifoundry of all places, decided to prohibit sexualiced art, depicting characters being or appearing underage. A standard most pages nowadays follow.

What pisses me off is the fact that, only "sexualise" art depicting minors is ban. But anything else not: So, I can't draw my own characters naked or posing, but I can put them mangled, bloody, bruised, shooted, cuted, beheaded, dismembered, being torn apart by wild beasts and it's A-OK!

• So, to be clear, I can't draw inkling naked or playing suggestibly with ink, that is bad. But I can draw her open guts being devoured in a sushi bar, that's good!

• I can't draw one of my own character wearing something sexy for halloween, that's bad! But I can draw leatherface, ripping her face off, and wearing it as a mask to go treat or treating, THAT'S GOOOOOOOD!!!!

What the fuck?!

Seriously, what the fuck does that mean?! A death kid is better than a promiscuous kid?!

Sorry for the rant, needed to get that out =~=

Remember a few days when I said that I was feeling better? Well, I was wrong, very very wrong =_____________=

Yesterday was the worst I had felt during this whole thing, my intestines were convulsing, my head felt dizzy I was pretty much all morning in the bathroom...

I have no idea what the crap I have now, I've been like this for nearly a month. I really need to go make me some tests =_____________=

Been so long without doing anything that I just don't know how to get back in action...

So, go ahead suggest anything, drawing ideas, halloween pics, throw anything at the wall, see what sticks

So, long story short, I'm sick of my stomach and I've been so for the past couple of weeks, so... yeah, no party today ;w;

Don't worry, I'm fine and still kicking, just on a diet and drinking a lot of liquids =w=

Thank you all so much for all your gifts and birthday wishes, I love you all very much and love being here with you ^w^
 

And I don't mean gruesome imagery or a sickening display of sexuality. I mean a movie that's just bad, bad in a non laughable way, that's just so bad that your like "well, it's not happening tonight"

Has it ever happened to any of you? 

So, I just received a message telling me I have been unscouted from the art portal...

How? Why? They didn't bother to tell me =_________=

I've been waiting to be scouted for years and now didn't last one month, one single month.

Seriously, what the fuck? 

I mean, besides anime, there are any action cartoons for more than 12 year olds. Actually, all the good cartoons nowadays are for relative small kids: Phineas and Ferb, gravity falls, MLP, steven universe, wander over yonder, adventure time, etc

And before you say anything, adventure time is a kids show, it was it's clever writing that elevated it to its own standard.

I'm not saying that cartoon action shows are entirely extinct neither. The marvel heroes cartoons are a good example, but, I don't know if it's the same everywhere. But here, where I live, they only show them on saturday morning. And I know that saturday morning cartoons are tradition, but with channels that love to show their star shows as many times as possible (There was a time that disney XD showed pucca and fairly odd parents like 16 times a day. Not kidding, I count them) It's odd that they display this shows so limited

But the thing is, this shows are good, but weren't as popular and mainstream as the other ones I numbered:

The green lantern animated series, was regarded as awesome, but died very early on. 

Young justice and young justice invasion were both great hero cartoons, but died because of the stupidest marketing strategi I ever heard >_______< 

Generator rex, a fairly decent series with ok characters, nice setting and great character design. Created by the same people that created ben 10, and he dies and Ben lives on WTF?!

Hell, even the 2011 thundercats cartoon, who granted, wasn't perfect, but still deserve more love that what it got

The only series like this on top of my head that's still on is legend of korra. That, sad to say, it's not as good as it should =.=

Sorry for the long rant, but, I don't get it. Why so many series die young and in obscurity, while other still bask in fame and glory?