NyanaCreation 2017-09-10 06:15:32

i'm sorry to hear your feeling this way. i am have suffured from depression for years. i never got help for it or medication and went trough most of it alone and it sucks. i managed to get myself out of it years later but still have days i break down. the only thing i can say is you need to be active. go to your friends have fun with them and do things you like. this helped me alot and let me see the good stuff in the world again. also talk to your friends about this they know you the best and are the most capable to help as well. (and therapie can help as well if your open for it)

and for not helping friends. look you can not blame everything on yourself. i did that for years as well. broke myself down with that, it brought me down and i cried every day. some things you can't just simply fix. of course you can help a little but for the biggest reasons you can not blame yourself for something that you couldn't prevent. and if you feel horrible now for not doing something in the past you can't change that. do what i do if you didn't do something than, than help your friend now. that's the best way to keep going as well. don't keep your mind always in the past because you'll not be living in the future than. live in the future and when needed look in the past.

i really hope this helped you a bit and i really hope you will feel better soon and i wish the best for you and all of your friends. good luck

NyanaCreation 2017-09-11 11:47:17

No problem i am glad i could help you in any kind of way and i'm so happy you feel better now ^_^